Thank you all for the kind thoughts/prayers. Funeral was yesterday, and I held together pretty well. Was a pallbearer, and right when i was about to breakdown completely, one of my cousins would say something to distract me, most likely so they didn't break down as well. It was very interesting riding to the cemetary as well. Here in the city, when you see a procession, they get right away but noone stops driving in the opposite direction. She lived up north on a farm so everything was done up there, and when we left the funeral home, almost every car stopped on the side of the road, even the cars in the oncoming lanes, out of respect for the procession.
I found that very nice and extremely respectful. First time I've ever seen anything like it.