First things first, I would like to extend a whole hearted apology to all of cigarpass. My actions recently have destroyed any credibility I had here. What I did was not out of spite, but out of embarrassment of my own actions. Unless things change, this will be my last post here, so bear with me.
I ran into a patch of bad luck, and without going into detail, things got hard. My plans were never to forsake my kid in secret santa altogether, but to quietly get him something out as soon as I could and sneak off and leave. Because I realize I cannot afford to participate in my hobby on this site any longer. That did not become an option with people started calling me and emailing me about what happened.
So I posted and took the full blast of the typical "you are a horrible person blah blah blah" rap that most get when the do something that damages the community and whatnot.
And I agree I deserve it, however it is disappointing to me that I will never be given the opportunity to right the wrongs I have commited.
I will not any time soon have the funds to bomb out a bunch of expensive cigars to a bunch of people in hopes of "earning" respect back. I actually considered mailing out a very nice promethus desktop humidor I have in hopes of getting some favour back. But then I came to the realization that no matter what happens I am pretty much screwed here.
Cigarpass has never been a fan of second chances, as a matter of fact, this site is know for the mob mentality that overcomes it at the drop of a pin. Did I deserve what I got, absolutely…is it fair? That is not for me to decide.
The bottom line is this. I lost all my credibility and respect people had for me here because I was trying to keep my own personal problems hidden from everyone else. And it cost me dearly
In closing, there are a few people here I would like to personally thank for all the enjoyment over the years.
Rod-you are the man.
Captain leafheart…When I donated my last bag of clothes from the clothes drive I listened to Richard Hell thanks to you.
Scott…you are a true friend
There are countless others as well, but that would take far too long to name them all, you know who you are.
So long and thanks for all the fish
