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  1. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    Had a nice easy session of chemo yesterday. It went a lot quicker than my last 3 (by over an hour).
  2. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    Sitting, waiting for my chemo. The scan shows my tumors are still shrinking. My cancer markers are as low as I have had at 4.3. We are going to have 4 more treatments then reevaluation. Great, great news!
  3. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    Accepting your own mortality is the hardest thing you will ever do. You would fight with every fiber of your being when you understand what you are really losing. I'm not fighting for me. I'm fighting for my time with them, what memories in life that I might not get to be part of. What I will...
  4. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    It may be. I don't need it. Most things from what I have heard are worthless if it's that bad. I have family in Colorado if I need it. I have friends who I have worked with that have it if I need it. Access isn't a problem, the fact that it's illegal for people who need it is. Most oncologist...
  5. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    It's amazing how little of that side effect I have had. Anyway, I got this guy...(my oncologist)that can get me,in pill form, THC. I don't need it, don't want it. I am an advocate for the use of it to help cancer patients. It's hard to explain to someone who isn't dealing with cancer why...
  6. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    Hey, gang. I'm still kicking it's ass. I will post a full blown update next week. New drug they are giving me is working. My cancer markers are down to 14. I have a CT tomorrow. I will post on Monday after I see my oncologist! #fuckcancer
  7. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    Sorry I haven't posted anything in awhile. The summer was pretty good. The majority of my nerothopy is gone. I had a ct and blood work on my birthday. The tumors in my liver have gotten bigger. The markers in my blood are up. The doctor told me I have 3 options. I can do another round of chemo...
  8. Smokyballs

    Happy Birthday, Brad. (smokeyballs)

    Thanks guys. I had a ct on my birthday. The tumors are growing. I start my second round of chemo on Tuesday. No oxiplatin this time so no nerothopy. I do now have to deal with real hair loss, nausea and diarrhea. Going to beat it.
  9. Smokyballs

    Rest in Peace, Mrepp

    What the hell? I dealt with him quite a bit when I worked at the cigar store. 29 is entirely to young. Rest in peace friend.
  10. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    I was looking forward to the hair loss (less shaving and manscaping). Sadly it's not one of the side effects from my chemo meds. Half way through chemo and I am finally getting kicked back. This shit plays dirty but once again it really doesn't know who it's fucking with.
  11. Smokyballs

    It's been a year since we lost Souldog

    I miss him every day. He was selfish in the end. I am still pissed at him. He had so many people in his life that he could have reached out to help him but he didn't. If you ever think that this the right choice, it's not! He destroyed more people than himself.
  12. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    I had my 5th round of chemo today. I had a ct scan yesterday. The scan showed the lesions on my liver have shrunk 25 to 33 percent. The chemo is working!
  13. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    Round 2 of chemo brings me intense cold neuropathy. Had to stop on the way home to pick up some gatoraid. When we came out the wind was up. 13° struck my face like someone throwing a bucket of ice water mixed with needles. I see a ski mask in my future. Have to drink every at room temperature or...
  14. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    Going home today. 3 weeks of recovery and then I start chemo. The idea is to shrink the lesion on my liver before the biopsy and possibly surgery. Just happy to be through this part. Once again, I will beat this.
  15. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    Thanks guys. I finally got my surgery scheduled for Monday. The are using the Davinci robot. Very interesting piece of technology. I am going to kick cancers sorry ass.
  16. Smokyballs

    Smokyballs

    Very true, Doc.
  17. Smokyballs

    Souldog sad news

    I am completely floored. I really hope it's not true.
  18. Smokyballs

    Outlaw Padron Event May 17-18

    Out. Working to close both days plus I am broke as hell. Sorry boys, guess your stuck with Sneed.
  19. Smokyballs

    Outlaw Padron Event May 17-18

    Mothers day weekend as usual. The way I figure it, it's suppose to be my weekend off. I also miss the touch of the filipino fellow. In.
  20. Smokyballs

    Happy birthday Mr. Balls

    Drank half a bottle of 32 yr old Scotch. Rocking my 40th out. Still haven't lit a cigar yet today, but the day is not over!
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