yeah well- my big night was a wash-
I had to swap out my night with my ex because I of duty and obligation, Oh well...
Company Chistmas Party which I was not prepared for popped up for Sunday ...guess the week was really a fog!
Also I need to pay it forward when it comes to loyalty
( by picking up the ex and taking care of him as well as he took care of me ).
It is all symbiotic ( he deserves that much ).
I so looked forward to going out with the guys and letting loose, but, hell I will enjoy hanging out with my 9 year old and Emo much more than anyone new or a bunch of guys slamming back some tequlias, but mostly I just really enjoy being just mom.
Sunday showed a bit a of promise but, it seems like it will work out a bit differently than I expected.
NOT A BIG DEAL, I am happy to share it with someone who truly matters to me.
It is all for a greater purpose, I can't complain.
At the end of the day is that not what truly matters?
:thumbs:
