all i will try to explain some things here that need explaining specifically my bad behavior also this is not meant to be an excuse or a plea for sympathy just an explanation.
Guys,
I have been contemplating how to do this for a couple of days. The fact is I have been in a nasty state of mind since before Thanksgiving and it is starting to bleed over into my online postings.
My wife who means everything to me has been sick and in and out of hospitals for the last year or so and until recently there were a whole multitude of things the DR's blamed it on.
so she has been reading the internet trying to figure out for herself what is going on a few weeks ago she found a story about a woman who's story was identical to hers. the woman in the story said to insist on a certain blood test from the dr's and that they would be reluctant to do it but insist anyway. So my wife did and sure enough she came back positive for cancer. My wife is the type of person that goes into personal defeat whenever she gets bad news and I have been expending most of my energy to try and lift her spirits and convince her life goes on.
This coming Monday I take her to the hospital so they can operate on Tuesday to positively identify the problem and maybey remove some tumors. I have not slept much because she stays up all night crying and so I have been cranky. On top of that we have family here for the last three weeks who are not understanding of the situation and constantly make demands of there own.
I have been babysitting my 2 yo grandaughter on a near constant basis plus taking care of my wife so my nerves are just shot. and it has been reflected in my posting. I am not making excuses just trying to shed some light on the situation.
Respectfully
dale
Guys,
I have been contemplating how to do this for a couple of days. The fact is I have been in a nasty state of mind since before Thanksgiving and it is starting to bleed over into my online postings.
My wife who means everything to me has been sick and in and out of hospitals for the last year or so and until recently there were a whole multitude of things the DR's blamed it on.
so she has been reading the internet trying to figure out for herself what is going on a few weeks ago she found a story about a woman who's story was identical to hers. the woman in the story said to insist on a certain blood test from the dr's and that they would be reluctant to do it but insist anyway. So my wife did and sure enough she came back positive for cancer. My wife is the type of person that goes into personal defeat whenever she gets bad news and I have been expending most of my energy to try and lift her spirits and convince her life goes on.
This coming Monday I take her to the hospital so they can operate on Tuesday to positively identify the problem and maybey remove some tumors. I have not slept much because she stays up all night crying and so I have been cranky. On top of that we have family here for the last three weeks who are not understanding of the situation and constantly make demands of there own.
I have been babysitting my 2 yo grandaughter on a near constant basis plus taking care of my wife so my nerves are just shot. and it has been reflected in my posting. I am not making excuses just trying to shed some light on the situation.
Respectfully
dale
